So you still want me (you still want me)

I thought you closed the door (thought you closed the door)

Well come and get me (come and get me)

What are you waiting for? (what are you waiting for?)

Your mind is on me (mind is on me)

I could say the same for you (say the same for you)

But time is wasting (time is wasting)

Won’t wait for what you do (wait for what you do)

I just want to be loved

I don’t need to be touched

Not by you

It’s a mistake to

I just want to be seen

Not treated so mean

Why do they lie to me?

Why do they lie to me?

Why do they lie to me?

I used to be open

Why do they lie to me?

You were the only one to see

Why do they lie to me?

They never ever see

They never ever see

Nobody understands me

Nobody tries to see me

Nobody tries to see me

They just lie and deceive me

Nobody understands me

Nobody tries to see me

Nobody wants to see me

So you still want me 

I thought you closed the door 

Well come and get me 

What are you waiting for? 

Your mind is on me 

I could say the same for you 

But time is wasting 

Won’t wait for what you do 

So you still want me (you still want me)

I thought you closed the door (thought you closed the door)

Well come and get me (come and get me)

What are you waiting for? (what are you waiting for?)

Your mind is on me (mind is on me)

I could say the same for you (say the same for you)

But time is wasting (time is wasting)

Won’t wait for what you do (wait for what you do)

I know that you still want me (you still want me)

Cause your mind is on me (mind is on me)

I mean why wouldn’t it be (why wouldn’t it be)

Think about what we could be (what we could be)

I know that you still want me (you still want me)

Cause your mind is on me (mind is on me)

I mean why wouldn’t it be (why wouldn’t it be)

Think about what we could be (what we could be)

So you still want me 

I thought you closed the door 

Well come and get me 

What are you waiting for? 

And it's never mine, it's fine.

My perception is clearly too far behind.

But I wish I knew

before

I fell

What for?

I guess I'll never know

And there's never time, to explore.

Cause you decided you've already closed the door.

But I wish I knew

How to

Connect

To you

It's for the best I know.

I waste so much time trying to find

Somebody.

But my body is never mine

I hold on all through the night.

When they leave it's empty

Again

We subject ourselves to so much pain

We are willing. 

I hibernate, keep you safe

protect me, protect me

if I let you in.

Could I let go of my own chokehold

on my soul

on my soul, on my soul

I forgive the mistakes,

I'm blind to the risks of this

I want your affection.

Now my heart is open

and it is searching

remove the boundaries

I could let you in.

My heart is open

my heart is open.

(Why can't you love me) x16

(Cause my heart heart is open

I will beg for it

that's what you wanted babe -

well now you got it.

So, what's it gonna take?

Cause my heart is open.

No keys no obstacles

I want to let you in.) x3

(From me you got it

Everything you wanted now

Baby you got it

Everything you wanted now

Baby you got it

Everything you wanted now x3

From me you got it

Everything you wanted now

From me you got it

Baby what you wanted now

From me you got it

Everything you wanted now

From me you got it, you know you got it.) x2 

I make my way in, see you standing

in the corner, you want my attention.

The others spectating, staring, gossiping,

placing bets on the outcome.

Am I a muse, or a fool

feeling confused, what should I do?

The expectation is too much

the expectation makes me run.

In another life,

in another time,

maybe I could do it

have you tonight.

I cannot trust anyone

(but I wanna love you, I wanna hold you)

Once again I am frozen

I cannot trust myself anymore

(is this what I wanted, tell me that I want it)

Once again I am hopeless

If I'm leading you on, I'm sorry

(it's complicated)

Nobody else is involved

(not even my body)

And baby that is my problem.

If I'm leading you on

(then I don't know what to say)

All my words are taken away

(I can't get involved)

Nobody expect anything from me.

Cause I know what you want

but right now I can't give

anymore

I give up - I'm not the one.

Cause I know what you want

but right now I can't do

all I want is to move on

be at one.

Not at war anymore

I'm tired

my troops are depleted,

humiliated

I'm sorry I'm losing what I once was to this fight.

Behind closed blinds, under cold sheets

in the evening

an evil reminder

I shiver

why must I remember?

Float above you, I see everything, I see everything

Swim in you, I feel everything, I feel everything

I use you, then I disapparate, I evaporate, ghost

I'm ghosting away from you, I can't change

Nobody's around us, we can be free

If you just let go, follow me

We can be evil, nobody will see

Only the ghosts living within me

I am translucent but you can't see all the memories

I am invisible when you can't feel all the pain in me

There are many among us, wishing to be free

Why do you feel justified in death satisfying your needs

Torture the body, destroy the soul

We like to watch violent videos

We are all evil and we are all ghosts

Sleepwalking, sleepwalking straight to the tomb

(nobody's around us, we can be evil now, we can be evil now, we can be evil now)

A ghost is haunting you

A ghost is haunting me

A ghost is haunting you

Haunting me

(we can be, we can be, we can be) 

Step in the ring, mirror

Only person that I fight is myself

I let your call fall to voicemail

And I have a hard time

Seeing myself in the same light that you see me

When I wake up I want to be lonely

Alone with my own words now I'm choking

Overwhelmed, underwhelmed

Colder and colder now summer is winter

The shadows in my room

The shadows in my eyes

The spiders are gone

Now there's nowhere to hide

Nowhere to run

My shadow dimming the light

I tell no one

I pray for my mind

The shadows in my room

The shadows in my eyes

The spiders are gone

Now there's nowhere to hide

Nowhere to run

My shadow dimming the light

I tell no one

I beg for my life

Shadows sweeping across the ceilings of my eyes

Seeping into my head, searching inside

You can't find it, you can't find me, you can't have what you want

You can't find me, I am gone, incognito

My dreams they keep me awake

What is real, what is fake

I let my soul disappear again

And I have a hard time

Seeing myself in the same light that you see me

When I wake up I need to be lonely

Alone with my own words let them choke me 

Whether I do it, or whether I don't, I'll do it without you anyway

Cause I'm not sorry, I think you should know

I never loved you anyway

I know you're trying to call my phone

But it's not that deep yeah I'm telling you

We both got issues to work through

So it's goodbye for now from me to you

Whether I do it, or whether I don't, I'll do it without you anyway

Cause I'm not sorry, I think you should know

I never loved you anyway

Every time when you leave, when you disappear

Is it out of fear?

Is this what you wanted?

All I want is for you to be here

Every time when you leave, when you disappear

Is it out of fear?

Is this what you wanted?

All I want is for you to be here

Whether you do it, or whether you don't

You do it without me anyway

Cause you're not sorry

And you know I know

You never loved me anyway

I know I'm trying to call your phone

But you hang up on me like every time

We both got issues to work through

I know I should not see you for time

Whether I do it, or whether I don't, I'll do it without you anyway

(You know I wanted to be with you)

Cause I'm not sorry, I think you should know

I never loved you anyway

(It's all pretend anyway)

I know you're trying to call my phone

But it's not that deep yeah I'm telling you

(Is this what you bargained for)

We both got issues to work through

So it's goodbye for now from me to you

(Truth is I'm waiting for your call)

And now I'm hurting because I can't see your face

All I wanted was to love you and feel the love within me

And now I'm hurting because my dreams fall apart

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts deep within my heart.

Every time when you leave, when you disappear

Is it out of fear?

Is this what you wanted?

All I want is for you to be here 

I tried to let you go, all this pain I let it show

Such a mistake, I should have known

I can face the ending this time

I try to tune you out, my music play it so loud

My drinks pour until I drown

There's too many thoughts on my mind

Regretting everything, to my dreams

I'm a slave

Why won't it go away

I fear sleep but don't want to be awake

Overthinking everything, to my dreams

I am a slave

I thought they were safe

Memories I wanted to lock away 

You point at me, like glass and I shatter

You look at me, like that, I don't know better

Look at this picture, inside the frame

The colours are worn out, edges all frayed

Maybe I should let go, throw you away

But this is my picture and this is your frame

There's a fire and it's burning, and it's all cause of you

I can't find a find a find a way out

There's a fire and it's burning, burning everything but you

I can't find a find a find a way out

You try and fix me, with your hammer

And we should know better and we should know better and we should know better

Put me in your frame, I'm the one to blame

And I'm the easy one, I'm the easy one

But you know, that it's not, that it's not enough

Don't you know that it's not enough, not enough, not enough

You point at me, like glass and I shatter

You look at me, like that, I don't know better

Look at this picture, inside the frame

The colours are worn out, edges all frayed

Maybe I should let go, throw you away

But this is my picture and this is your frame

There's a fire and it's burning, and it's all cause of you

I can't find a find a find a way out

There's a fire and it's burning, burning everything but you

I can't find a find a find a way out 

Spiders crawling into the corners of my eyes, crawling into my bed, crawling at night.

People are running, they are trying to get inside, people are running, people are running,

Fuck it, freezing cold, check the door is locked for the 50th time.

I cannot close my mind, I cannot close my mind. (x2)

Gotta lock them out, gotta ice them out, if I don't then I'll paint myself.

If I dont then I'll become ill, might take myself out -

On a night walk there are streetlights, burning amber I can't see right.

(don't trust me) I don't think right

(don't speak to me) I can't talk nice

Right now, there's an iceberg, pointing at me, I can feel the frost

(I'm frozen, I'm frozen, I'm frozen, I'm frozen)

In my head, there's a whole world, nobody see's cause it's my town

(I can't get out, I can't get out, I can't get out, I can't get out) (spider city)

Get out of my room

Get out of my head

Get out of my life

Get out of my heart (x4)

Spiders go away, I don't like you today

You are not my friends, you are just pretend

Spiders go away, crawl under into space

You are not my love, you are just a fake

Get out of my heart